Go back to Lingjianzong and find out with your own hands about the Kuroshio of Lingjianzong that year, and go to your father to avenge yourself.
I know that my generation has been able to get out of the Kuroshio incident, and I will be closely tied behind it in the future.
I know that I will find out the truth of that year and I am not afraid even if it is smashed to pieces.
I swear that I will make all those who have betrayed me pay. I will become a sword, a sword to eliminate all evils, and a sword hanging on the back of traitors. Once I seize the opportunity, I will not show mercy.
Although I didn’t know exactly what happened in those days, when I saw Meng Ke looking at him at that time, I knew something must have happened to my father.
But before I could say anything, Meng Ke knocked me out. When I woke up again, I was already lying in my heart, and my destination was the sword-casting villa covered by snow in the northern part of Wan Li.
On how I ask, no one answers me. Everyone always avoids my topic and my eyes, especially me.
There are two people who never avoid me, and I can feel that there are also two people who are really good to me.
Mu Wenxin and her baby Qin Yu
Although I didn’t know at that time that Mu Wenxin would be good to me, I was really grateful to her for saving me back to Zhujian Mountain Villa, for giving me food, for giving me clothes, for living in my house and for finding me a new master.
But I also hate her for bringing me back to Qingzhou, so that I can’t even see my father’s last side. I hate her for not talking about what happened in those days and her attitude towards Ling Jianzong is so indifferent.
I hate asking questions in my heart, and I love this poor woman even more.
Because this woman has taught me how to be patient, how to distinguish the truth from the false, how to survive in this troubled times, and how to use the sword correctly.
She taught me what hypocrisy is, what truth is evil, what compromise is and what concealment is.
But I am most grateful to her for teaching me what true love is.
It was she who made me see love with my own eyes and proved it more personally.
I felt the love, the maternal love that was lost when I was young, and the harshest but most simple human truth.
And when I learned to love others, when I wanted to give you this love in my heart, you personally closed the door full of love in my heart again.
When I watched the master carry your coffin back to Zongmen with my own eyes, and when I heard with my own ears that the person lying in the coffin was you, I felt very dizzy at that moment, and I felt that the sky had fallen.
Although I don’t want to admit it, I know that you and I have become as important as my father. You are the person I cherish the most and the only pillar I can persist in living.
But you left me without saying a word, just like my father did without saying hello.
I don’t believe that the person lying in the coffin is you. I don’t believe it. I don’t want to believe it. I don’t want to believe it because I know I can’t live without you.
I have never said a word from the bottom of my heart to you, which has been pressing my heart, and which I have always wanted to say in front of you.
I love you
I control my emotions. I control myself not to love you. Every day and every night, I have you in my heart. I can’t shake your figure in my mind.
I can’t control myself from loving you, because you are like my mother’s own mother in my heart. Do you know how much I want to say this in front of you and call you a mother myself? Do you know how much I wish I didn’t have the mental burden to hug you, kiss you, pinch your shoulders and beat your back, and call you warm water for soaking your feet at night?
I really love you.
I really miss you.
I cried like a child that day. I remember that day when I tried to climb your coffin, soaking the coffin surface with my own tears and choking myself into the coffin.
That day I knew I had lost you forever.
From that day on, I became like Qin Yu. We all became forgotten people in the world, forgotten people in this world.
mother
I really want to call you mother again.
But you’ll never hear it
Ten years
You taught me to let go of the past, you taught me to forget my hatred, but you taught Qin Yu and me to forget, but you were still obsessed with locking your heart in the past. You gave us hope for the future on Yanhu Island, but you were full of confusion about your future.
Do you know that I really want to call you a mother, because you are my mother Weichi Liuli and the only mother in my heart.
I love your mother.
"Mom …"
A crisp cry, a broken heart, a sudden opening of eyes, and tears everywhere in the corner of my eyes.